shucks... duty tmr... then another week of field camp... i hate this life!!


Riz lost himself at 7/29/2006 05:56:00 pm

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i'm dead beat.... was activated for the death of the former minister on thurs night and had been helping out at his wake at his family home and funeral from then till this afternoon.... it was crazy.... got home almost at midnight on fri.. then yesterday i got home at 3am only to wake up 3 hours later as i had to report back to mandai crematorium at 8 this morning.... my group and i were so tired that we even contemplated staying overnight at the crematorium.... imagine a group of bout 7 guys all alone working at that place from 12am till 2 am.... it was kind of creepy... it was an experience though, as we got to see a lot of ministers and big shots in person... and you get to see how damn rich some people can get.... i lost count of the number of maids and cars that they had.... oh well, i took the day off tmr to recover from all the work that i did the past 3 days =)

i juz realised something.... it started when i met jasmine trias last week.... i got all excited and started smsing someone bout me meeting jasmine.... then suddenly juz before i sent the message out, i asked myself.... who was i going to send it to? it suddenly struck me that things are no longer the same between us, and that i had no one to share my excitement with.... in the past, whenever i was excited or sad or juz feeling whiney, i would never think twice bout smsing that person bout it.... but now, i know i can probably never be able to do that again.... its sad how things have come to this.... i can only blame myself.... in the end, i still sent it to the person... and the response was poor like i had expected.... oh wells...


Riz lost himself at 7/23/2006 11:20:00 pm

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i got up close with jasmine trias yesterday!! haha... one of my officer asked me to go to this event at expo.. and i agreed since i didn't have anything better to do... i thought my other colleagues were coming as well but in the end, the rest didn't turn up.. so it was juz me and halim... haha... so damn gay.... then i saw a couple of the singapore idol finalists... i was in the toilet when suddenly these 3 guys came barging in with a cameraman in tow... it was jonathan, that joakim guy and also that malay hadi guy i think... imagine, filming in a toilet... i think that's juz crazy.... never mind bout that.... whats important is that i got close to jasmine!! haha.... i got her autograph and even got to take a pic with her! she's hot man.... so sweet looking and all... haha....


me and jasmine!! =) but i look so cock up... damn...




halim's turn!












the autographed picture of jasmine trias!






tmr afternoon i'm going for a psychological test at the military medicine institute which is located at nus.... and i'm taking the morning off so i don have to book in tonight... heh... hmmm... maybe the army thinks i'm crazy and wants to check up on me... haha.... oh wells, i'm not complaining... at least it allows me a chance to get out of camp =)


Riz lost himself at 7/16/2006 09:42:00 pm

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all my friends were busy today, either with helping out with the ndp or working.... so basically, i had no one to hang out with... it sucks.... so i took the decision to go swimming straight after i booked out from camp... its been a long time since i went swimming... especially swimming alone... heh... was quite surprised at the number of laps i did today =) there was this girl who came bout an hour after me.... i could swear she was trying to mock me... she was overtaking me at every single lap.... i dunno how many times she overtook me and every single time she would move next to me before she passed me.... it really got me irritated.... i know lah, i'm not that great a swimmer, but you don have to make it so damn obvious what! basket.... there was this one time when we were both resting at the side of the pool, and i think i saw her giving me a smirk.... arghh!

after swimming, i went to catch superman returns... yea alone again.... haha, damn pathetic right.. but it was cool.... the only prob was all the irritating kids who were making a hell of a noise in the cinema... i think its a cool movie... the guy definately reminds me of christopher reeves.... my sis is crazy bout the new guy, saying how he's so damn cute and all... whatever... hah...

my dad juz came back from germany yesterday.... a bit jealous of him.... haha... now he's been to 2 consecutive world cups.... never mind, at least i've been to the previous one in korea. heh...


my dad, 3rd guy from left before the match




view from the stands




Riz lost himself at 7/09/2006 12:59:00 am

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ah, finally that zaki is gone!! that stupid idiotic recruit who's been giving me and the whole company trouble has finally been posted out... and i was the one who sent him to his new unit last friday.... juz like how i fetched him from his "stay" in detention barracks... post out also muz give me trouble.... juz because of him, i had to cancel my off on fri juz to send him to his new unit which is at sembawang camp.... why? because they were scared that he will run off if we let him go off alone.... bloody hell.... juz imagine, travelling from tekong all the way to yishun and then back to tekong... wth.... to make matters worse, i was having a fever.... i felt as if i was going to faint on the train.... bloody bugger.... really ruined my day.... i'm so damn glad that he's no longer around...

it was akil's birthday on wed, and he called up a couple of people for a so called gathering yesterday.... met up with jas and sham in the afternoon and in the evening we met up with our poly buddies... haha... akil's intial plan was actually to treat us all, but what he didn't know was that we had all planned to give him a treat instead.... haha... it was pizza hut at PS with sham and jas in the afternoon, and swensens at crown prince in the evening with the dudes... so i treated him twice.... eh you heard that?! i treated you TWICE ok!!! haha....



the 4 of us








the 3 idiots... haha... juz kidding..




i caught akil by surprise... heh...




went to ubin this morning for my unit's cohesion day.... a total waste of time.... its a sunday morning for goodness sake.... went there, played their version of "the amazing race" which required us to walk and cycle a lot around ubin.... to think i was perspiring on a sunday morning.... wells, the good thing is that all of us have been given a day off tmr!!! cheers to that!! haha...

oh yea, my dad's flying off to germany tonight!! cool! he'll probably be watching the semi final match between germany and italy.... way cool!! damn, i wish i could tag along with him....

to you: i'm sorry if i've made you uneasy and uncomfortable all these while, i never meant for it to be that way.... it juz happened.... these past few weeks, i've juz felt so uneasy as i could feel the discomfort from your side.... i felt like you were pretty cold towards me in all your smses and stuff, unlike before... so i decided to make that call... to clarify things... cause i felt that i was losing you as a friend, something which i really didn't want to happen... but i failed to get through.... i can assure you that all i wanted was to clear the air and try to get this friendship of ours back on track.... and i really hope that things will get back to normal soon juz like you said, cause i juz hate this feeling.... i really do.... i'm sorry once again....


Riz lost himself at 7/02/2006 09:49:00 pm

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